Years by years passed and I'm already 27 years old.
When I'm still a teenager, I used to think that I will be getting married in the age of 25 easily.
Confidence that I won't take such a long time to find the right guy.
Didn't expect that I only managed to enter a boy girl relationship at 26.

Year 2014,
for Chinese, Horse year is a blessed year to get married and pregnant.
Most of my friends has entered another chapter of their life.
Happy that they have found the one who they willing to spend the rest of their life with.

Probably too many of them forming their family in this year,
making me thinking of getting married too.
Watching wedding video, touching by the vows of the wedding couples,
started to thinking how my wedding will be.

It's sound really desperate right?
But some times when sitting down quietly and thinking carefully,
I'm still doubting whether this relationship really can works.
However, I'm trying my best to fit myself in.

I'm hoping for a relationship that will last till the end of the day.
A guy that will be with me no matter what happen and support each others when needed.
Wishing everything could be stabilize soon and I start my new chapter of life.

When I'm angry, I dont feel like talking.
Once people forcing me to talk, my words will hurt people.  So please, when I say I need to be alone, please stay far away from me... I wont be responsible for what I've said cause I have warned you earlier.

Life ain't easy...
It doesn't follow as what we have planned or think.
I seen things happen around me and I'm worried.
However, we have the right to decide what we want in our life and we must take responsibility towards our decision.
I have started to walk my life, I know what I will be facing.
Although I'm worry and scared, but as long as my source of faint still in me, holding me tight, I believed things will be alright.

Let just smile and enjoy the rest of the days.
As You can't predict what will happen in the future.

Love is Feeling

Love is feeling

the moment I first saw you

Love is feeling

As if time had stopped

I was in love with you and I wanted you

Love is my pain

The more I love

Love is my pain

The world gets jealous and hurts someone like you

The person who makes me breathe

There's only one person who is deeply engraved in my heart

The person who lives in my eyes

There's only one person who I've hidden in my heart

You, the one person

I love you

My unforgettable love

My happy love

Love is love is love is love is feeling

Love is my heart

An unstoppable love

Love is my heart

Even a severe sadness can't stop our love

The person who makes me breathe

There's only one person who is deeply engraved in my heart

The person who lives in my eyes

There's only one person who I've hidden in my heart

My precious person

The person who taught me love

It's you

The person who nailed inside my head

The person who lives in my memories

It's you

You, the one person

I love you

My unforgettable love

My happy love

Love is love is love is love is feeling. 

Note: 

"The Heirs" OST - Love Is Feeling

Find this song's lyrics very meaningful. 

So I have decided to put it in my blog.

Btw, Lee Min Ho very lengzai in the drama. Love Kim Tan's character.  It hits my heart =)

还没开始前

自己已经知道了

还是想继续往前走

还是会担心，

选择去逃避那最重要的问题。

会有勇气去解决吗？

我会尝试。。。

思绪

望着镜子前的自己，
到底什么时候脸上的笑容消失了。
什么是成熟？怎样去测量？有没有根据？
随着年龄增长，
终于体会到成年人的烦恼。
有解决不完的烦恼，
挑战着你的耐性。
出来社会，发觉情绪不能自己。
越来越差，安静的片刻，
突然想哭了。。。

许欣怡，遇到问题时，除了哭你还会做什么？！