Thursday, August 17, 2017

I Dont Know

I don't know what should I do.
I don't know what should I believe.
I don't know what should I say.
I don't know what you are thinking.
I don't know what is my position in your heart.
I know nothing much.
Should i trust whatever you say?
How much you understand and get what I want?

Friday, August 4, 2017

心情差

被说了一番,
心情,很不是滋味。

真的有那么差吗?
原以为自己在帮着,
你却说我帮倒忙。
打碎了我的自信。
有点不懂要怎么面对以后的日子。
也许就应该安静下去。。。

Saturday, July 29, 2017

是时候准备告别了

七年了,
在这公司待了满七年了。
原以为它不会改变,
原以为我能长久的把它当成我另一个家...

这次,
也许因为自己的能力缺乏,
不得已决定在这里画下句点。

在决定之时,
心里不知哭了多少遍。

七年,人来人往,
投入了不少心血与感情。
要告别,心里多少的不舍是别人不能体会的。

看来在递辞呈之时、离开之时,
是要再流泪了...

It's time to get ready to leave...
Regardless how much I care, in dismay,
I have to let go it for the good of myself...

Saturday, June 27, 2015

谢谢你,感恩有你,心怡!

一转眼就是5年了。
终于你要去追求你的梦想了。
对我来说,你就像个姐姐在照顾妹妹。
自从当年我们的前辈离职后,感谢你一直以来无私的照顾。
本以为我已经不会哭了,
怎知在你离开的隔天既然看到了你留下的纸条,
害我泪流满面。


























前两天,才发觉你从台湾寄回来的手信,
怎的是惊喜万分。





















你所给的超出了我所能想象的。

真的舍不得你离去。
再也没有人像你那般的陪伴我了。

在你去追逐你的梦想的同时,
希望我也能更加成熟,更上一层楼。

谢谢你,感恩有你,心怡!

Sunday, June 22, 2014

Years by years passed and I'm already 27 years old.
When I'm still a teenager, I used to think that I will be getting married in the age of 25 easily.
Confidence that I won't take such a long time to find the right guy.
Didn't expect that I only managed to enter a boy girl relationship at 26.

Year 2014,
for Chinese, Horse year is a blessed year to get married and pregnant.
Most of my friends has entered another chapter of their life.
Happy that they have found the one who they willing to spend the rest of their life with.

Probably too many of them forming their family in this year,
making me thinking of getting married too.
Watching wedding video, touching by the vows of the wedding couples,
started to thinking how my wedding will be.

It's sound really desperate right?
But some times when sitting down quietly and thinking carefully,
I'm still doubting whether this relationship really can works.
However, I'm trying my best to fit myself in.

I'm hoping for a relationship that will last till the end of the day.
A guy that will be with me no matter what happen and support each others when needed.
Wishing everything could be stabilize soon and I start my new chapter of life.

Wednesday, February 26, 2014

When I'm angry, I dont feel like talking.
Once people forcing me to talk, my words will hurt people.  So please, when I say I need to be alone, please stay far away from me... I wont be responsible for what I've said cause I have warned you earlier.

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Life ain't easy...
It doesn't follow as what we have planned or think.
I seen things happen around me and I'm worried.
However, we have the right to decide what we want in our life and we must take responsibility towards our decision.
I have started to walk my life, I know what I will be facing.
Although I'm worry and scared, but as long as my source of faint still in me, holding me tight, I believed things will be alright.

Let just smile and enjoy the rest of the days.
As You can't predict what will happen in the future.