Sunday, June 19, 2011

慢慢等 - 韋禮安


妳終究佔據了我的心房 我終於知道什麼叫做瘋狂
因為妳我不再怕黑暗 想著妳讓我更加勇敢
妳說妳害怕曾經受過的傷 過去發生的情節讓妳迷惘
害怕重演 在妳身上
怯步 讓妳失去了方向

或許我沒資格說什麼(有誰不會害怕呢)
但我知道我會願意等(妳相信我的時候)

@我會慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等

慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等.....等上線 的鈴聲
慢慢等 等到我都睡著了 耐心等只為了心動那一刻

我會慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等
慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等.....等紅燈 變綠燈
慢慢等 當妳突然覺得冷 我會握著溫暖在 在這裡等著

Monday, June 13, 2011

Taylor Swift - The Story Of Us


I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us
How we met and the sparks flew instantly
People would say, "they're the lucky ones"
I used to know my place was a spot next to you
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on
Oh, a simple complication
Miscommunications lead to fall out
So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up I can't break through

Chorus :
** Now I'm standing alone
In a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
I don't know what to say
Since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now (now, now)

Next chapter

How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes
And trying to look busy
And you're doing your best to avoid me
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here
But you held your pride like you should have held me
Oh, we're scared to see the ending
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how
I've never heard silence quite this loud

**

This is looking like a contest
Of who can act like they care less
But I liked it better when you were on my side
The battle's in your hands now
But I would lay my armor down
If you'd say you'd rather love than fight
So many things that you wish I knew
But the story of us might be ending soon

**
(This song reflected my feeling now~ =P)

Thursday, May 19, 2011

心情日记

心,
就这样一片一片的被剥落着

我问,
为什么你要那么的软弱?
不是答应自己要坚强起来 ,让自己显得更成熟吗?
就这么一点你就受不起了?

但是我真的很伤心,心痛
问题想了想,
箭头到最后还是会指向自己
就那么差?

多希望自己是个没感情的家伙
至少别人的眼光和指责将不会伤害
就连分离也是无关痛痒的事

Saturday, May 7, 2011

心情低落

对不起。。。
我没有很成熟的看待每一件事情
毫不隐藏的说出心里话
因为信任
难道我错了?
不应该那么负面?
我在意因为不想看到那么多的评语

我期待的并没有发生
抱着不满而疲惫的心情上床
换来是早晨的悲伤。。。

Sunday, April 24, 2011

在医院的日子

这几天在医院里想了很多的事
害怕,焦虑,烦躁。。。
很多事都要去决定,去烦恼

旁人因为关心造成了我的压力
在接下来的我该怎么去做决定呢?
鱼与熊掌我都要
但我能把一切掌握到很好吗?
考验就是现在,对吧?

当一位护士并不简单
没有足够的爱心是没有资格的
时时关心与鼓励病人士他们的责任
在言语的选择上都得很谨慎
一不小心说错话将会挪去病人的斗志

妈妈
终于病卧在床了
在照顾她的日子一点都不容易
她的一切都得照顾得周到
就连夜晚也不能安眠
没关系的。
因为她是我妈~ =)

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Chocolate~ ^^

昨天
Bibie在看完戏后
突然拿了两盒巧克力给我
原来是我的buddy交待她去买给我的
Lait Chocolate是Bibie附送的小礼物
而白色盒子是buddy的慰劳品
感动到~



白色的那盒巧克力好特别喔~
Emergency Chocolate
看看它的Nutrition Facts :-















全部都是100%
就快被甜死了~><
看来卡路里更别提了。。。

但是
这4天的痛苦换来的两盒巧克力到底值得吗?
Hmmm.....
看来得自己去衡量衡量了。=D

Sunday, April 10, 2011

麻坡丹绒

星期六傍晚
我要求爸带我到许久没有去的丹绒
麻坡的丹绒是无论老少都爱去地方















大家都爱来这里跑步及吹海风了
凉凉的海风吹在脸上真的很是舒服




















除此之外
丹绒也有高尔夫球场
可以看到很多高尔夫球的热爱者带着太阳帽在那里享受着他们傍晚的休闲活动




















绕了两圈后
在岸边坐下
望着夕阳下山
徐徐的海风不断地吹在我的脸上
把我脑海里的思绪暂时给吹走了

好喜欢这里大自然的风景
因为它带有忘我的作用~ ^^